I'm working for the salvation army now as a bell ringer. so you might see me around the major box stores around lexington. so far i've been at a sam's club and 2 krogers i'm hoping for a walmart or lexington green here soon. but if you see me out there come by and say hi.

ok, that's a random title...
anyway I turned 21 today.
that is all.

1. tag 10 people (not the one who sent it to you!) Do it if you want. i aint gonna force you.
2. answer all truthfully
3. take it in public!
4. tell all tags on their profile that they have been tagged,and link to your journal.


[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[ ] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my
appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles. (sporadically on my arms)


Family/Home Life
[ ]I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[/] I want to have kids someday. (maybe some day, but the though of it scares the shit out of me)
[ ] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[ ] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do/did my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.

Embarrassment
[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[ ] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.

Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. (i think so...)
[x] I've been on a plane
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[ ] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] Ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[ ] I've eaten sushi
[ ] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[ ] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[ ] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger
[ ] I have kissed a stranger

Honesty/Crime
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[x] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.

Drugs/Alcohol
[ ] I've consumed alcohol.
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[ ] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I've woken up crying.
[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books. (i'm counting my manga here0
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something i got from e-bay.
[ ]I own something from Abercrombie.

Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[z] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[ ] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam.
[x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[ ] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of typing lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even if its on away messange.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[ ] I love white chocolate.
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[/] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. (I have an idea, now all i need is the job)

I guess this is a bit of a Cynical View I'm about to express but the guy I've been chatting with won't be swayed by this rant and it needs to be done.

I'm sure everyone has encountered the "History is Truth" people, if history says it it must be true. However there is a problem with that line of thought, history is written by the victor, so you don't get the entire view, only the harshly edited view of the winners. What if the winner doesn't want something to be remembered? He just has to omit it from the account and by the time it counts as history nobody will know it existed at all. Heck, we use words that refer to events without recognizing the events. Such as using the word Genocide while ignoring the Armenian genocide at the hands of the Turks that the word was coined for in the first place. If history was Truth we wouldn't have need for medical research, because the old ways worked. We wouldn't need to make new weapons either because we were killing each other just fine back when we used bows and swords. However since we're constantly looking for new and better ways to heal ourselves and kill ourselves history must be flawed because it isn't Truth but only "truth" and only that because the losers didn't leave a record that was given any credibility.

note:
Truth= This is the only truth out there, such as the christian view that they are the only way to get to heaven.
truth= can be proven to be true, such as a certain medicine treating a certain disease.
"truth"= can't be proved because the account isn't complete or is flawed.

sorry, but this is really starting to piss me off and i need to vent it somewhere.

I'm chatting with a couple people through Yahoo messenger and when I asked how they were doing they said something to the affect of, "you haven't been reading my blog?" Usually this would get a sarcastic answer, but i decided to be good for once. and they had the nerve to tell me to go read the blog instead of just telling me. Really now people, in most cases I'm not that interested in the people i know purely online and if it doesn't look like something serious I probably move on. If your entry that is bothering you so much that you're forcing me to read it, instead of just telling me, is that your parents won't buy you a new car or some other piece of inane drivel i really couldn't care less. suck it up and move on or tell me in the IM, don't make me hunt down you're blog to find out something stupid happened today and you're blowing it completely out of proportion, you're just reinforcing the reason there are no blogs besides gizmodo and lolsecrets among my bookmarks.

honestly people, if i don't know you personally or have an intrest in what another artist is up to i generally skim the titles. i expect most you will to and this will go unnoticed, but it needed to be put somewhere before i blow up at these people.

Also: I'll be sure to get some new art up in the next week